To feel what is not felt

Ever wondered why we couldn't reach what we want in life? The main questions in society where people go to find meaning?
Whenever we do something, do we find meaning? In my case, I found out that one thing leads to another. When you try and give everything you have got, but still, people see that it is not good enough. Whenever I try to do my part, you get kicked or stepped on.
Why is everything so unfair...Do I lack something that other people have? All I want is recognition but most of the time, I get criticized or argued upon...A simple nice work or a simple good effort or even a thank you seems so divine to me.
I do want to love again but it seems so unimaginable...I can never experience love. Sometimes when I want to share my love, it becomes so hard because they(she) took it for granted. I don't want to get hurt again. But everything seems to be empty. Other people tell me that everything has its place...But does anyone have a place in my heart? Or do I even have a place in anyone's?
